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Sorry haven't updated in a while
09.30.05 (4:59 am)   [edit]
hey yall im so sorry i have not updated this in a while but just to let yall know how im doing. im just fine. much much much happier now that we are seperated still tryin to save money to file the divorce papers and get those sent out to him so that is done with. but now it makes it harder b/c he moved to nebraska. and if oyu happen to read this get a hold of me b.c i need an address from you so i can get this over with. but anyway alot has been happening will explain at a later date. ttyl. buh byes
 
It's over
05.03.05 (7:26 am)   [edit]
Hey yall. well just an update me and leroy are no more. im fine im the one who broke itoff. im doing just fine im not to worried. everything will be okay. but im out i have to get ready for work.
 
Man Oh Day
04.02.05 (9:44 am)   [edit]

Hey yall.... sorry i have not been on here in so long. Like i said in my last blog i am back in ny. things just working out for leroy in nebraska he couldn't find a job or anything and i quit my full time job to come back and try to find a better job. not that i got one b/c the one that i got suxs to but whatever it is money so. Me and leroy are doing just fine. we had our ups and downs but we are just working on it so. we are doing just fine. Im starting to work out now and get in shape and now i want to work out like all the time it is crazy. lol. I guess its a good thing though but whatever. anyway. life still sux with the family but they are getting better there are just some things we have to work through but whatever. but yall im gonna go now i will ttyl later.


LUV YOU


LUV ME


Amy Lynn

 
It's Been a while
03.31.05 (6:33 pm)   [edit]

Heya everybody.  I know it's been like 3 months since last i got on here. I'm sorry, been real busy with stuff.  I'm back in ny now. Have a job now while my hubby is still looking for one. He's a lazy ass!!!  NO not really he has been trying his driver license has been hurting him b/c it's not a ny license. But I will talk ya all lata.


 


 


Amy Lynn

 
update
12.16.04 (8:17 am)   [edit]

Hey yall its been a lil bit again but not to long... How is everyone.... Im doing great. Im trying to gind a good job now working were i work doesn't make enough money b/c i don't work enough hours. which really sucks. so im trying to find something better.  We do a paper route now to everyone morn except monday b/c they don't get papers on mondays which is weird but that is okay so. we did that for soem extra money. I really miss home but im doing okay with it i talk to my parents everyday. so that is really good. Me and Leroy are doing just fine. i love him more and more everyday. he is so great. we have the ocasianal spew but it is all good we always make up so. but yall im gonna go get readya nd go find a job so i iwll talk to you all lata. love you. love me.


 


Mamers

 
Sorry
11.30.04 (12:53 pm)   [edit]

:D hey yall sorry i hve not written in for like ever. I moved out to Nebraska like a week and half ago, it is so nice here i love and we got a tralier now. it came totally furnished it was great i love. Kaleigh sorry i didn't call b4 i left it was really hectic im sorry. but yall i just wanted to say hi and all.. ttyl buh byes.


Amy

 
alrighty im done
10.26.04 (3:30 pm)   [edit]
Alrighty everyone i don't wanna talk about this whole thing anymore seeings how i pissed everyone off so i want no more comments on my previous two blogs. i just don't want anymore drama i didn't mean to hurt anyone im sorry. but alrighty i will ttyl lata. ohh my marriage is good and im feeling better.
 
I lost my first baby
09.29.04 (9:18 am)   [edit]

Omg this damn thing just deleted on me.i was writing about how i lost my baby. i was int he hospital on monday for 7 hours in pain and bleeding. we decide to name the baby and we choose it was gonna be a girl. and the name was Izabella Leigh Gray. Rest in Piece hunny 9*27*04. Mommy and daddy will always love you


alrighty im gettin sad now so gotta go

 
hey yall
09.25.04 (12:52 pm)   [edit]

Hey yall sorry it's been a while again. my husband informed that i should update this so that is what i am doing... so yeah a lot of shit has happened me and jessica aren't friends anymore b/c she can't handle tellin her sister not to say shit about me. and she told me not to say shit bout her sister well i don't say shit bout her sister this would be the first time i have talked about her sister in my blog and look i don't evern metion her NAME!!! hmmm aren't i quite the nice one.


So yeah work is fun i really like it but i can't mention anything to them that i am pregnat or else they could fire me for no aparent reason and i have to keep it quiet for at least 3 months and at most 6 months right when i am already gettin baby belly.


Oh this is the first time of you bloggers who read my blog have heard that i am expecting i went to the hospital on a thursday and they told me i was pregnat. not to sure how far along i am but.... i am at least a month along i now that much i know if not almost 2 months. so yeah...


but yeah we should be moving into our apartment next weekend oct. 1st im kinda upset b/c he won't be movin in right away because he doesn't get out of the army till nov. 20th. and for all you ppl who said in a few of my blog's ago comments that he was just using me for money and housing hmm yeah that is really true now isn't it b/c we arent' even moving into housing and i pay my own damn bills and he pays his and plus we haven't gotten any benifits from the army. so before you talk shit maybe you should here the whole story and fuckin assume shit...


but yall im gonna go now i wanna lay down so...ttyl


love me

 
I'm fucking sick of people
09.14.04 (4:43 pm)   [edit]

Man oh day you know what i knwo people have stuff to say to me and you know what they need to fuckin say it. i'm just sick of it.


But anyways yall i live in waterport now i have a job starting on monday at Washington Mutual making 9.00/hr 40hrs/wk so im excited


alrighty well that is all i want to say so buh byes now.

 
haha i'm slow i know
09.04.04 (2:28 am)   [edit]

Hey yall again it has been like 3 weeks since i have written last i'm so sorry please forgive me. right now i'm in waterport new york visiting one of LeRoy's friends. this place is a one road town lol. pratcically nothing here we had to drive for like 20 mins yesterday or more like an hour to find someplace to swim. lol but yeah we will be here till monday fun fun..


everything is going great i'm still as happy as ever. Ohh we got a new car it's a Chrysler Sebring 2004. 4 door. 4cyl. 2.4 liter engine. it is a really nice car ohh silver in color. but yeah that is all i really  have to write right now so ttyl . buh byes

 
It's Been a while
08.17.04 (7:48 am)   [edit]

Hey yall it's been a while since i have written. Sorry i just have been busy busy or just plainly not home..... Me and LeRoy are still doing good. We just found out today that if we want to get married in the court house it will cost 80.00 wow...but anyway..we wanna get married sooner b/c we need the money and so we can get housing to get out of where we are.

Well i finally broke down and decied to go look for a job i am applying at stewart's it a chain of gas stations so.....i hope i get it b.c i need to save money to get me a car... and for the wedding seeings how my parents are being dicks about it and the only thing they are gettin is the food and my dress. blah but whatever....

Had the best time on saturday night got drunk with Kaleigh and God my baby was there to but he went to bed after one drink b.c he had duty all day sunday. so he needed his rest but it was so fun.. We have to do it again.....


Alrighty yall im gonna go now. i will write sometime soon...Luv yas
Luv always,
Amy Lynn May

 
Blah
08.07.04 (7:23 am)   [edit]
Blah!!! life sux!! not really haha...im just bored buh byes now
 
Remeber when??!!
08.05.04 (10:49 am)   [edit]

Stolen From Kaleigh:


 


Bold the ones that are true


 


1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!"


2. You watched the Pound Puppies I got shut under the recliner playing with one of those


3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."


4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish


5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.


6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. I remember her but no, I have Cherry Merry Muffin


7. You know that "WHOA" comes from Joey on Blossom.


8. Two words: M.C. Hammer CAN'T TOUCH THIS


9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock." My fav childhood show


10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars


11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales"


12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.


13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.


14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.


15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.


16. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House)


17. You wore a Jean jacket and you were proud of it.


18. L.A. Gear


19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. ...


20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.


21. you know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"


22. You wanted to be a Goonie!


23. You ever wore flourescent clothing and tie dye


24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.


25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf....


26. You took lunch pails to school still have my little pony, 101 dalmations, beauty & the beast...


27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.


28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.


29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.


30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band


31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up


32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.


33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals


34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?" WHAT A LOSER!


35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"


36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. every sunday with my dad


37. You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.


38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.


39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.


40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."


41. You remember Popples still the little purple one


42. "Don't worry, be happy." we used to say it all the time


43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.


44. You wore socks scrunched down.


45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" used to stay up late playin those games


46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.


47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.


48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" I used to practice in the mirror


49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies


50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.


51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.


52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool


53. You know all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class. used to know


54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME

 
Well....
08.05.04 (5:57 am)   [edit]

Hey yall. HOw is everyone.. i'm am perfect. Still going through with the marrige even though it seems no one wants me to get married yet they don't relize that if it doesn't work that it is my life i am fucking up not anyone else's. i really wish ppl would except it and be happy for me. i only have one family member who accepts and it and understand's me and that isn't even one of my parents it's my aunt....  Hmmm weird my parents don't even like it... PTH They suck...But anyway me and LeRoy are absouilety so happy it is great. I love spending every night in his arms and i am sure i will for years to come....Other than that life is fine mom and dad are being jerks..haha whats new... but anyway yall im gonna go now... love you lots LeRoy.....


Love always,


Amy Lynn May Soon to be Amy Lynn Gray

 
OUr baby is in the shop
08.02.04 (8:40 am)   [edit]
Well yesterday (sunday) we were coming back from syracuse and our car shit the bed. somthing with the motor not to sure but we have to get a new motor for the thing and we don't ahve the money so we don't know what we are gonna do.

but i not found a dress yet that is the reason we went ot syracuse. but we didn't go to the bridal shop b/c of the car. yeah so...ooh yeah and for those of u who think im to young well you knwo i am very mature and i know this one is the right one so i can get married when i want and to who i want so if you don't mind just let me do what i want. it's my choice i have told most of my friends that but...... i don't know i think some ppl just might be jealous and shit but whatever it odn't matter i am gettin married Oct 23rd and nothing nor no one is stopping me... but yall i got to find clothes and get ready for pics tongiht so i will ttyl.


luv yas,
amy lynn
 
i'm gettin married
07.28.04 (6:00 am)   [edit]
Hey yall i will be gettin married in Oct. yeah :D . I'm so happy ohh sorry i have not written in a while i just been busy with my baby.

but so yeah we are gettin married soemtime in oct. not to sure yet. ummm mom and dad's decision so we said okay that is fine..

but yall im hurtin and i have to clean out my room so i wll ttyl lata..

Luv yas,
Luv always,
Amy Lynn 8)
 
He is so sweet
07.22.04 (7:13 am)   [edit]
hey yall man oh day i have been having the best time of my life for almost a week now. well except for last night but it is all good. Leroy is so great he gave me a ring yesterday and we have only been going out since Sunday. aww how sweet....i think i might love him already :o . ahh how scary but hey whatever im happy that is all that matters.

Okay so about last night and Jessica i am not pissed at you it is alright. Well we are at the sppot we usually hang out with Leroy and God. And christina and rocky were there to. Well Bill was coming to meet Jessica at like 11 so no big deal we are like well we are leaving at 11:15 b/c me and leroy were tired as hell...well 11:15 she is still talkin. ohh and leroy told my mom he would have me home earlier than the night before when i got home at 12:45 well needless to say now i will be late. so this makes him look bad. SO we finally get her in the car it is now like 11:25 and we still have to take Christina, Rocky and Jessica to chirstina's house well when we get there after doing like 110 mph to get there and when we left it was like 11:50 so i knew we weren't gonna make it b/c it was still like 15 mins home. so i start crying b/c i don't want to be pissed and blah. well Leroy stayed at the house to. so i went up to tell mom why i was late and all and she understood and i told her he was staying. Well then this is where my fuck up came into play. he came upstaris with me. yeah we started doint it and well mom called me she was like why isn't he downstairs and blah i was like he was putting me to sleep and i just fell asleep....blah so then i take him downstairs and we sit there and start talkin about childhood and crap and told him i want out of the house and he was like well we can arrange that. He was talkin bout gettin married and im like i dunno. blah i don't think im ready well then mom comes down and she is like what are you doin i was like talkin hello. So then we smoked and went to bed i get upstaris and mom is like come here im like mom not now i want to go to bed and i finally went then i think i may have convinced her that we weren't doing anything and blah just stupid shit then i went to bed and got up a 6 and wrote a paper. so yeah fun fun


If you read all this leave some comments.

Love you,
Love Always,
Amy Lynn :D
 
Omg a few days and a new guy
07.21.04 (5:38 am)   [edit]
Hey yall im so sorry i haven't been writing in a while....i have to make this shourt i have to leave soon...but so yah like i said in my last post i met a guy his name is Leroy or nickname Guile....i have been with him everyday since friday the 16th it is so great.....this one is def a keeper and he is so sweet to me and all my friends...he likes all of them which is a good thing...he will pick them up for me and everything.....hehe but any way yall...


And jessica you know what.... just live day to day and don't fret have no regrets and take what everball life throws and make it a good thing....the biggest thing NO REGRETS because if you live with them anything you ever do in life will be a regret....And above all "LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST" i love ya gurl and like i said it is up to you what you do but if you get with bill i don't want to see him for at least a few months......



Love you alls Love Always
Amy Lynn :lol: :D
 
Sorry it's been a while
07.18.04 (11:18 am)   [edit]
hey yall sorry haven't written... Had a wonderful weekend met a guy named leroy. We are togerther i guess but i gotta go i will write more lata


Love Always,
Amy Lynn
 
Ohh some stuff....
07.12.04 (11:46 am)   [edit]
Well me and Jessica went to DJ's camp this weekend on saturday after all the drama on friday night.with the cops and all i really dont' want to go into it but and over view wouild be that jessica and i called the cops on her ex for Aggravated Harrasment.....

blah sooo anyway.

[u]Life and Love[/u]

Sometimes life needs love
then at times alls you need is love
but life is so complicated that sometimes
alls people want is love.
Love doesn't solve everyhting.
So live life for once without love
and see how it feels.

Just another poem from me....
 
Do you like Me and Poems...
07.09.04 (2:49 pm)   [edit]
lol naw im just playin i know ppl look at this but no one ever comments all well guess i just don't write interesrting blog's. which just means my life is BORING lol sorry. Not my fault. okay hold on my food is ready....

okay im back....

[u]DO YOU CARE?[/u]
I really tell you how i feel, it doesn't matter does it?
I try to tell you that I loved you from the moment I looked in your eyes...
Why didn't you respond?
Do you not care?
Or do you care and just can't tell me?
If you do care just tell me!
-Amy Lynn- (me)

[u]WITHOUT YOU[/u]
Can I survive without you?
Will life go on without you?
Can you survive without me?
Will your life go on without me?
I know mine won't...
Will yours?
Tell me...
Please?
I need to know...
-Me again-

[u]WHO I AM[/u]
I am who I am.
No one or nothing can change that.
Not even you and your self-centered ego!
So I guess you will just have to accept me for who I am!
-Ohh...Me again-

[u]WHAT DID IT MEAN[/u]
I heard you say my name...
I almost fainted...
I looked in your eyes while i was signing that song...
I hope you know what I meant when I did it...
-Yes me again-

I wrote these poems to a person i was in love with forever ago but i hold on to them because they hold a lot of meaning they are not just for that one person anymore. They are just because now. 8)
 
Shit & HELP
07.05.04 (3:29 pm)   [edit]
If you read this whole thing leave me some comments plz.

Well let me see my fourth was good all up until bill started his shit with Jessica and then with me. He had to start arguin with me in Denny's and then just about stupid shit. Jessica i love you gurl but i don't know how you can fuckin put up with his shit.....it is fuckin redicoulis

okay so enough about that.... i can't find my friend he was suppsossed to be back from pa yesterday and he is back yet or i just haven't heard from him... i dunno

ohh and i talked to John who is an ex of mine and Jessica's and he hates my friend Hank well Hank hates him to. BUT John told me that i have to either choose between him or Hank and of course i choose Hank b/c when someone tells me choose then they are the one not worth it. SOoooo

i start summer school tomorrow 10-1 blah.... and it sux because no one is here to support me and tell em to keep going lol well jessica will be here all week to stay with me. My parents are at my camp for the week.Blah......

Oaky and on another note HELP. im so fustrated right now that it is just drivin me crazy i want to be in a relationship but not like serious not like okay i wanna talk about marriage right away just a relationship. but b/c i am what i consider ugly i think guys don't like me so. and my parents are drivin me crazy the left me for a week and the left me $25 dollars for gas that was it. and im like wat well needless to say i have no money b/c i have had to put gas in the truck and still have to drive all week. they didn't leave me money for food or milk or nothing like that what the fuck man they are just so annoyin it fuckin bugs the hell out of me. I wish they would have never had me. and i really need to change my life around and quit drinkin, sleepin with ppl and all that shit. this summer i have a feelin is gonna be like last year. alls i fuckin did was drink my life away and it didn't get me far i would go to school drunk (summer school and when the school year started). or at least kinda drunk i blew curfew lost my parents respect but i hve that back now that is good. but i just don't wanna be that person i want to be the person everyone thinks i am. Everyone thinks im helpfula dn that im nice and i can cheer ppl up when they are down and all that stuff but i don't think im that person well i know i can cheer ppl up b/c i am a funny person but come on yall my whole family knows i drink sometimes but they don't know who i was last year and from january to may i quit doin all that shit i quit smokin drinkin everything. Not weed or anything just cigarrettes. but i don't know what to do with my life. I want to help Jessica with Bill and try to get him straightened up b/c i know she is happy but i can't put up with the way he treats her. it hurts me so bad that i think i hurt for her and me. and it drives me insane b/c i know she can be a lot happier. but okay yall im done for now. if you have any words of advice plz leav some. i need help.....
 
Clubbin and Drama
07.02.04 (10:22 pm)   [edit]
Man oh day Jessica and I went clubbin tonight with DJ. OMG it was so much fun. I was dancing for a while with some ppl then i finally got Jessica to dance...Then we left at like 12:30 to go to denny's. Well these cute guys walked in so i was like "eye flirting" with them omg it was so funny. well tehn we were leaving and the one i was makin the most contact with was like hey you lookin at me or my friend there and was like well you both got it going on.... hehe then we left no numbers nothing.

but now we are home and Bill ( jessica's bf) is all freakin out b.c she is stayin here and i was like what the fuck but i just got off the phone with him and we actually had a civial conversation and i think he is going to be nice now lol. but whatever i don't care as long as jessica is happy with him and i know she is pissed right now. well because she is out layin in my driveway lol. but i think they will be okay. Jessica i love you gurl and i will be here for ya....

so but im done now.....love you love me...Amy Lynn
 
Fire Works and Storms
07.01.04 (5:21 pm)   [edit]
Okay so me and my mom went to see the fire works at the park and it started to rain so we left to go to the mall to watch from there b.c you can see them from there well.....we are sittin in the truck and a huge crack of thunder hit right next to the truck well at least the lighting did it was like right there. so we start to come home b.c me nor my mom likes storms so.... we are driving and the rain get heavier and heavier harder for me to see out the windshield....well then to make my life even more difficult it starts to hail not like normal hail it was like the size of a bouncy ball hail. well then we are drivin slow b/c we can't see crap and the window are foggin up and the defrosters weren't workin quick enough...well then all the roads get flooded... blah that was then it stops and it is so muggy out. so i got adventourous and drove through all the water puddles while my mom sit in the passengar seat wanting to get home b/c she is scared shit less. lol...so we are drivin it clears up and then we get to the village and rain again but we just caught the tail end of it...so no biggie so no fireworks for Amy.... but trust me i will see fireworks soon......
 


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